Hosea 6:1 + Repentance

Hosea 6:1 "Come, let us return to the Lord; for it is he who has torn, and he will heal us; he has struck down, and he will bind us up.

In this passage, God tells us plainly what he "6 desire[s --] steadfast love and not sacrifice, the knowledge of God rather than [what Israel assumed he wanted, the famous old] burnt offerings." Unfortunately, God says that instead of steadfast, "4 [our] love [ought to be compared to] a morning cloud, [to] dew that goes away early." Therefore, God "1 t[ears] ... and heal[s]; ... str[ikes] down ... and ... bind[s] us up."

What does that mean? We like the image of healing and binding up and bandaging, but many of us refuse to picture as contradictory a good god who might also tear up and strike down. My simple response is that I sometimes need to be brought to my knees.

Here's a way to picture this:
+ Imagine a plus mark in the center of a page.
+ Imagine, then, an infinity symbol -- a sideways 8 -- intersecting all four of the plus-mark's quadrants.
+ Below the horizontal line is negative and painful. Above the line is positive and freeing.
+ Have you ever fallen on your knees in guilt and shame? I hope so.
+ But what rescues us from that negative quadrant? God's grace ought to make us stand up and cheer as we follow the path of the infinity symbol upward to a positive quadrant.
+ Grace, then, is wonderful and freeing, but we humans often turn the freedom of grace into permissiveness and sin (dipping into the negative quadrant).
+ That's when we need to fall on our knees in repentance -- which in a healing way draws us along the infinity symbol to the other positive quadrant.
+ There are magnificent benefits to the fear (and respect) of our Lord -- the healing, for example, that comes from forgiveness -- but when we dwell too long on this side of the plus mark, the fear of the Lord can often become fear and guilt sinking us downward into shame.
+ As soon as the health of repentance turns negative, we need to rise to our feet in the light of God's grace.
+ And then when the freedom of grace becomes too permissive, we need to fall to our knees in repentance.
+ And journeying along the lines of infinity, we need to constantly fall into the repentance whenever grace turns into permissiveness, and then rise in freedom whenever repentance turns into guilt.

Gracious Lord, you have told us that "on the third day [you] will raise us up." Join my life to Christ's and to the pattern of third day resurrections. In fact, Lord, every three days is not a bad cycle for me to fall in repentance and leap for joy at your amazing grace. Maybe I ought to do it every three hours! Repenting, rejoicing, remembering you. 1 o'clock, 2 o'clock, 3 o'clock, rock.

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